You know why?

Cause I'm RUTHLESS for life.

 

The past couple of months been an interesting time.

Met some wannabe revolutionaries and met some real ones too. Met some wannabe gangsters and met some real ones too. Seems like I've just been seeing real and fake and the high contrasts lately. This post isn't about real or fake though. This is just me splurging some thoughts on writing and seeing these words spew out as authentically mine.

 

First thought, everybody needs to forget the silly shit they hear. Those aging hipsters on the radio are paid to sell you some game. Real life can be unpleasant. It IS NOT unpleasant all the time however.

 

Example of unpleasantness:

Police raiding on unarmed kids in an apartment and hearing some kids get shot along with their puppy pitbull. The kids were alleged drug dealers.

Gay prostitutes snitching and blackmailing for the police.

A family being gangstalked via their phones, computer, knocking at night, etc for no apparent reason.

Father's molesting their daughters and mentally harming them for the rest of their lives.

There's always someone trying to break someone else. Me? I don't get broken and nobody tells me when a damn thing is over. I SAY WHEN IT'S OVER.

You know what's real POWER? When a person one day decides that they are going to do whatever the fuck they want and nobody trying to stop them will ever do it. You know what else is real power? That there are people who CAN stop you. It aint gonna be those rappers you all think is in the illuminati. It's the real people these mother fuckers try to claim to be a part of. How far does one want to go? To go only so far and then stop because they fear the bigger powers squashing them? Or do they want to will the whole game.

 

Me, I want to win the game and then get the fuck out. The probable thing to happen is that I will die before it happens, but then even when that happens, I'll still be going home, but hopefully I'd have gone out shooting or done major damage to those who tried to fuck me.

Got someone who is revved up and itching to get ahead along with me. Don't worrywe will.  It's do or die. Hold that impatience a little while longer and then use it to drive you. That's what's pushing me right now. That's one of the fuels. I know you're reading this or will eventually read this. Don't worry. WE'LL make it happen.

Do or die

 

Too much pressure. Too much risk. Need an exit plan NOW.

Had no idea shit was fuqin that broken with someone that was once close to me. You don't gotta worry. I will not be seeking you or trying to build any connections no more. Haven't really been tryin to anyways. Cardinal rules, lady's choice.

 

 

But a nigga like the G aint trippin though. I'm just here to let you niggaz know.

I've been feeling sick today. A friend was going to fly out to Australia but couldn't cause it was overbooked and her stand-by pass wasn't enough to get her on the plane. Too bad, I was going to ask her for pictures of kangaroos and a souvenir.

I'm kind of annoyed because a person didn't show up for a business deal Saturday. I waited and waited and sent texts only to find out that my broker didn't show up because the other guy had not given him the money yet. It's annoying, but it happens when you're independent. I have a lot of work to do before I can parlay my savings into a lucrative business endeavor. I'm thinking something to do with women. No pimping cause the rules are too stacked against it for it to be any profitable. Besides, most of those guys don't know when to shut off their con talk so you can have a good conversation. Ain't too bright if you're announcing to the whole world that you're doing it either. Mother fuckers like Don Juan and Payroll ain't nothing more than clowns and dry snitches anyways.

If I were to get into the sex industry I'd set something clever up like Sydney Barrows was able to do. THAT'S a true bottom woman, she just needed proper instruction and guidance.

I'm thinking the magazine business would be a good way to parlay my money. I know what sells and I can organize the right people to be behind it. I'm making contacts with several people in several games. Shouldn't be too hard to negotiate for storage and distribution outlets once things are set up. This would be a business to help fund establish the really big shit I want to do. Got friends going to other states and I just keep seeing this thing get bigger and bigger as time continues to go by. Of course with these things said, I'll be busier than ever working my angles to get it all done.

As Eazy-E said, "Never seen like a shadow in the dark, except when I unload"

So bang bang. Y'all won't know when I strike.